I find myself at a crossroads. It’s been suggested that I pick a guy and “trap” him in a relationship. It’s been suggested that I cut and run, make it on my own. It’s been suggested I shut up and stay where I’m at, bite my tongue and pretend I don’t hurt.

I don’t want to trap anybody. That implies no escape, futility. I’ve been there. I’ve felt the ( Read more... )

I owe a con report, I know. And this will somewhat tie in, just hang with me for a moment ( Read more... )

I'm still here. I'm mostly reading ( Read more... )

I used to talk about bedroom fun a lot, in various ways. I've mostly stopped ( Read more... )

There's a very limiting word in our vocabulary. ONLY ( Read more... )

So earlier this week I posted in a couple different places that my computer was being a brat and giving fits over internet connections. Elsenet I talked with a friend to understand why he does something that he routinely complains about and has problems with but says he enjoys it. At least I thought I was ( Read more... )

 In the realm of nobody really cares I've been seriously contemplating a cutting of the hairs.


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Most people don't look at a gorgeous spring day and think that it would be a perfect day to visit a holocaust museum.

I'm not most people.


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So many times now I've had my life explode around me and I was left to sift through the jetsam floating around to try and rebuild, or at least rebuild it to some shambling semblance of what had gone before. Thus far I've always managed to trade up in the game of Life ( Read more... )

Pardon the mess while I delve into something that's not my typical happy go lucky life is insanely wonderful outlook on the world ( Read more... )